~thanks dad~

You've came here for 5 days from China to visit me and the family. You went snowboarding with me for auntie's birthday. I had loads of fun. You taught me pro skills for snowboarding. You bought me a controller for PS3. You played COD with me every night. I would beat you everytime we play =D. You bought me a new keyboard and a new mouse. Now you have to go... Have fun in China and good luck! I'll miss you. Come back and play COD more often. I like beating you =D.

MY LAME AND BORING BOOK TALK

My book talk was lame and boring. At least I didn't freak out. I was actually pretty calm this time. Everyone was basically like sleeping. *Sigh*. The teacher was happy though and I guess that's what counts. Gabriel nice story about the knights and stuff. Next time, try not to write a story just based on a stupid quote I mentioned but it was a really nice story. Jason don't owe you 10 dollars. I'm keeping the french book too.

Today there was actually snow on the ground and that was pretty amazing. The beautiful snow did turn to white sloppy goo. That's what I hate about wet snow. It's always to wet to even built a simple snowman.

LONG WEEKEND THIS WEEK!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NERVOUS

I'm really starting to get scared. My book talk is tomorrow. Going up in front of all those people. It's scary. I have huge stage fright and I can't talk properly when there's like even 10 people watching me let alone 30. I'm really starting to worry for all the projects I have. Not the doing but the performing. I can't be myself and my heart beats like a drum. Sometimes if I perform recorder for testing, you could hear like thumps in the notes. I really am quite annoyed with the lack of courage I have. Someone help me. Please.

ENGLISH BOOK TALK

Remember like 2 weeks ago I was freaking out because English Book Talk started. Hard to imagine that I still haven't done it, well not for long. It was my turn this Thursday and I was as prepared as I'll ever be. I was the last group of people to do it and I'm pretty happy in how this all worked out. The only thing that's bothering me is the Science Project. It's 2 weeks away and there's no delay for that this time so I guess I better start. Hope everything goes well for that.

DUN LEAVE

Please Don't Go- Mike Posner

Just run away
From these lies
Back to yesterday
Safe tonight
I feel the sun creeping up like tik tok
I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not
We'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
Yeah you got me begging begging baby please don't go
If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here
I don't know
If you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm gonna find you
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't
Baby please don't
Baby please don't runaway
From my bed and start another day
Stay instead
I feel the sun creeping up like tik tok
I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not
We'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
Yeah you got me begging begging baby please don't go

GABE. WHY ARE U LEAVING CHURCHILL AND SYNERGY FOR GOOD. I MET YOU FOR 4 AND AN HALF MONTHS. IT MAKES ME SAD. IT MAKES ME CRY. DON'T GO GABE. PLEASE DON'T. I'LL MISS YOU. EVERYONE WILL. PLEASE DON'T GO. THINK OF HOW IT'LL AFFECT YOUR LIFE. TELL YOUR PARENTS. CHURCHILL IS THE BEST SCHOOL YOU'LL EVER BE AT. WHY. WHY. WHY, GABE.

Gabe. If you do go, I want to tell you this. You were a great friend. You helped me during hard times and I know I embarrassed you from time to time but that built up our friendship. You were the second person I first talked to when I came into highschool. So many good memories shared with you.

Gabe, please click on this>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWuBS1HmI3M
Enjoy the song. Don't go Gabe. I'll miss you a lot.

Comments for the song ( they made me cry)

I miss my uncle so much and dearly .. It's been 5 days but it seems like yesterday .. Every night I still cry thinking about how much I miss him. He's had a tough life, now that he's in a better place .. heaven. I know his next life he'll be able to live a good life. I miss you dearly uncle .. ♥. You'll always be in my heart, no matter what. Though I have not seen you for 8 years and wasn't there for your goodbye, I still remember dearly in my heart your every single presence. R.I.P 01/09/11.

iiiSSSTUDDERSZ 3 days ago 14 likes

reading all these comments make me wanna cry... but this song go out ot my dad, feburary 14th will be 3 years since you passed away.. it seemed like yesterday when we were all sitting at the dinner table... your my angel and fought until you could.. no one knows how i feel, except for those who lost someone who was their everything. R.I.P. daddy.. my hero always and forever 2/14/08 <3 watch over me * i was only 8 when this all took place :( this started wayy before :(

dannidee418 10 hours ago 3 likes

WOW ... this song makes me cry every time i listen to it ... it reminds me of someone i loved dearly who was like another father figure in my life who died ... i miss him so much i never thought that i would get through it but knowing that he is in a better place ,,, a place where there is no suffering anymore it eases my mind ... knowing that you are looking down from HEAVEN and smiling down ... love you always Daddy Dogan .. <3 R.I.P 10-2-2008

djbaby2893 9 hours ago

R.I.P to my bestfriend Megan, I miss you so much.. it'll be 3 weeks tomorow since you left us..
She was amazing and i will always remember her..
She made me stronger as a person..
Freshman year won't be the same without her.
Can't wait to see her again! :)

teeerich 4 hours ago

Gabriel. If you do really go which I hope you really don't, I'll see you someday. I'll always remember you. You're my hero. 

RAIN RUINED THE DAY

Today we were about to go dog-sledding before we head back home from Whistler. It was pouring this morning though and even some snowboarding routes got cancelled. I got really angry because when we headed back home the rain stopped and the sun came out. Oh rain, I hate you. Snowboarding was real fun though. I wanna go next week again.

WHISTER

^^^^^^^^^^^^That blue dude in the middle is me. Too pro right?^^^^^^^^^^^

^^^^^That's me^^^^

Whistler was too fun. I went through like the hardest trails with my dad. We did 2 runs from the top of the mountain down. The weather wasn't too great though. It was super foggy and I could barely see a thing. Snowboarding's just extremely fun. My dad kept using the word cool to describe snowboarding. He says that if I get better than him when I get to 18, he'll get me a car. Pretty sweet eh?